So called beautiful

So called Beautiful

I’ve crossed the oceans to get here, but I don’t think that you can’t realize what I went thru.

I think I’m married to this game even though I think I’ve had enough I’m so fed up.  So don’t give up face this. This is your game!!

I think I’ve started to lose my sense of humor

Everything is so tense and gloom

Don’t let them say you aren’t beautiful

Don’t let them make feel you sorrowful

So can keep knocking, but won’t knock me down

                                                                                       -Marlon Joe

Bitter Taste

Just let me say one thing I’ve had enough

Yourself isn’t sorry you never learn how to love

As the world is assembles that will  keep your head up

Your name your face is all you have left now

Betrayed disgraced you've been erased

So long so long I’ve erased you

I’ve escaped the bitter taste of you

As the music dies something in your eyes makes me guilty. I know that I was faithful to you even though time can never erase the careless whisper of that sweet voice. Although you wanted to dance with me I’m never going to dance again these guilty feet got no rhythm.

what it's like

What it’s like to be yourself

What it’s like be on your shoes

What it’s like to be someone else.

You will never know what it’s like to be yourself. Life is a race and we all are competitors of that race. You can never achieve life; you can only live in it. Value your life, make use of it.  I never believed the fact that you have to be independent but at certain points in my life I learnt and believed the fact that you should never be a dependant. I’ve lost great friends in my life being dependant in this life and cursed this life.

I never thought I'd feel this, guilty and I'm broken down inside
Living' with myself nothing but lies

I always thought I'd make it but never knew I'd let it get so bad
Living' with myself is all I have

Bullet for my valentine

Expectations grew higher and higher between us. Love,trust and belief grew among us every single day we met.We knew that we loved each other but never wanted to show up to each other. I still remember the day that you said that you can't ,your voice still echos in my heart and its killing me. I tried myself to move on but my heart did not grant permission for it. From that day I knew that it was only you in my heart even tho u don't  have feelings towards myself. As time went by we were a lot together as friends and got to know each other in person. You were the only girl that I thought would be the only girl in my life that my heart fall for. I still had faith and hope in my heart that at some point in life you'll be mine. Life has never turned out to be this uncomfortable for me.

With blood shot eyes I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me if I calls her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk's in the wrong direction
There's always someone hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall
They crash around me.
The only gift I got for my Valentine is just another bullet through my heart and you know shot me. :(